imm on my soul ...

paw fwog in a daw jam(b)

ive been runnin: monday tuesday wednesday thursday friday saturday sunday :ive been runnin - joe strummer .... run rabbit run!

so so so and so very odd / phreakish / even, at least .... living, days, 4 and 3 to be 4our and 4our, father, arriving 10 and 6, boy, here, oneself, sit large sense / very real, future --> groping grapplings, indiffernt externalities, impersonal, uninternalized -> whim, externally inscribed inscriptions, borders touching not intersecting, a thing, a lump, pile, a piece, nothing, fleshy data, historical line items, 'bad' grade, failed, gone, done, garbage, dump, away.... robotic jerked reaction

to be determined, waiting to proceed, seems. broken down train, tunnel, platform. plane, runway, weather. screen, locked, spinning, crash or mercy. years, puffs, invisible smoke.

next?

simultaneous(ly) --> beauty, oh such beauty, magic, possibilty --> mystified --> gifts: surround...

smiles, cancel fear, all, al(l)ways, invisibility, possibility, suddenly dreaded visions, mortality

escorted in to the JAWS

and now:

moment of now
always
best
what
come
hearts
choose
wonder
...
many
having hands
almost all the them
essence on your hands
you cannot eat
that is
taste but dont
give but wont
hide but rise
flow but mise
blow but hold
stop but spin
win but lose
forget but choose
now and then
past and when
last to begin
where ..... is....